"I believe in music in the way that some people believe in fairy tales."

Music is the only way that I can release. Since I was born, I despised this world. There is absolutely nothing special here. Music is the only way that I can escape this world and find my way to a better place. I suppose that means that I believe in a better place. This all began when I was a child. I took the routine piano lessons but was forced to quit. I took violin lessons. I took baritone lessons. I took tuba lessons. I took guitar lessons. I took singing lessons. One after another, each passed. Unfortunately, I was never able to take lessons for my favorite instrument, the cello. Music has always been a part of my life but, for various reasons, I've been forced to give up on the large majority of my music. The result has been a musical person with no way to express music. So, my only way to leave this place is by listening to music. The only bad thing about this, is that whenever someone listens to another person's music, the emotions and thoughts and beliefs of the composer are imposed upon the listener. Instead of forming my own thoughts and beliefs into my own world, the best that I can do is to find someone's world that matches with my world in most ways. I believe that there is a world in music. I believe that everyone has their own song. I believe that the world of music is better than the world of matter.